Friday, August 28, 2009

im married a stranger


when people asks me how well do i know myself, my answer is sincere. i dont know me very well. i keep on changing. so does my other half. i cant say that i know him well. infact,i know him very little. and i wonder when people keep on saying that they know their partner very well. or well enough. i must respect them for that. i know my other half more than 7 years ago. and i must tell that he wasnt the same person he is today. i dont expect each and every changes. but i am glad and thankful for each changes he made. but i cant say much because perhaps tomorrow he'll change again and i dont even know that. neither do u. each morning when i wake up i know there are new things about him and me and even about our relationship that im going to learn. so dont ever think that marriage is just a matter of having to have a life partner and makes baby. it requires extra effort, i must say. it is true that when people get married, they'll show their true colour. im lucky that the true colour he shows (so far) is his best colour ever and for that i hope (if) he change, only for the very best :)

Monday, June 22, 2009

Shopping is the best medicine?

Guys always so curious why girls love shopping a lot. I'm curious too. But as a girl, I really find that I enjoy shopping a lot especially when I'm stress and tense of something, I do feel that when I started to shop those stressful feelings just get over like that. It's like some kinda theraphy for almost most women.
I think I'm going to start to save some money for monthly or probably weekly shopping.
I'm making an announcement that finally, I've done with my exam!
Anyway, what is over is over, just hope for the best.
Tawakal saje lah (Cross fingers and pray hard).

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

hey ho SAKIT KEPALA FEST IV !



Ok, wish DISH luck!

Come and join them. It's really worth it.

just feel like writing

Good morning.
I woke up quite early today because yesterday I was really tired, reading too much and slept at around 12 o'clock. I'm quite tense right now. You know as usual when you have a dateline of an assignment, this always happen. I'm actually can't wait to submit my assignment. Feels like just wanna have some break from studying.
Today is the laziest day in my life. No motivation to do coursework at all.
Help me!!!
I hope things will be better for me this year. Please pray for me dear all.
All right, enough of resting. Must get back to work.
Gambate kudasai!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

survey suka suka


1 Apakah benda paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
benda? benda??? my hp, my car, my laptop... almost everything that keeps my life going. Anything that will let me communicate with the world [gila exaggerate nih hahaha]

2 Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
Ratu Sehari magazine. Ya saya memang suka membazir. Padahal bukan nya beli tiap2 bulan.

3 Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Rumah saya. Titik.

4 Adakah kamu dilamun cinta?
Sekarang? Yups.

5 Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Old Town Cafe with dia.

6 Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Urban Odysseys KL Stories. No wait, tu mak saya yang belikan. Hehe.

7 Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Siti Hajar Binti Mohd Affendy

8 Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Honestly? Mum.

9 Namakan seseorang yang anda ingin berjumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
Alicia Keys because I adored her.

10 Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
Dulu ya. Sekarang saya letak dlm washing machine je, sebab washing machine tu yang basuhkan. Ngeehhee..**

Tagging anyone yang rajin nak buat. I'm overly rajin because today x ada mood nk study;)

alor setar, kedah


I'm not in the mood to go to class this week, mestilah ada mid - term test :)

Am excited about the trip this Thursday.

I need to list down what to bring along.

At least, this trip will make me happy.

I do hope it will make me happy, because nothing else does at the moment.

Monday, April 13, 2009

tagged by mr adam


Nama-nama timangan anda:
- siti
- et
- hajar
- aja
- siti hajar

Anda seorang yang:
- I like girls with tattoos and i like boys who smell good.
- seronoknya tengok kawan2 happy. seriously seronok.
- nice talks and yummy ice-cream.
- I like to think about the past and future.
- I love Mummy, Daddy, June and my friends.
- I'm learning to accept things the way they are meant to be.

Insan teristimewa?
- daddy, for his strength and courage . mummy, for her dedication and commitment . june, for being a realist. my friends, for the happiness and warm big hands.

Lagu kesukaan anda:
- everyday i love u (boyzone)

Makanan kesukaan anda:
- chinese food

Warna kesukaan anda:
- putih suci

3 benda yang mesti ada dalam beg anda:
- wallet, handphone, lipbalm

Kali terakhir masa anda menangis dan kenapa:
- alahai, dah lupa :)

Tag 6 rakan anda:
- sesiapa sahaja yg berminat. silakan :)